Well, my grandmother is leaving tomorrow. It was great having her here and its sad to see her go. Too bad we can't convince her to spend more time here...maybe during the long Wisconsin winters she could be here. Anyway, Jack is just not acting right. I dont think his ear infection has gone away and the antibiotics are done tomorrow. He has a low grade fever off and on. And he is not acting right at all. It makes me so worried. Johns mom is watching him this week and she couldnt get him to nap today...she says he falls asleep and then suddenly wakes up like he is in pain. When I got home at 4, he acted so relieved to see me. But because he was so tired, I could barely keep him up. Literally, he was falling asleep as I gave him medicine. He didn't look right at all. I had been thinking he was just over tired from being away this wknd. Now I'm thinking there is something more going on. I will go to work in the morning and call the doctor when they open to see if I can get him in for an appointment.
Tonight he completely fell asleep by 6...I mean, I could NOT keep him awake for anything, not even to eat. I had told my friend Elizabeth I would go to Buy Buy Baby to help her register (for her twins!!!). I know she didn't want to wait until 8 which is when I thought the earliest I could be there was...but I called her at six since thats when Jack fell asleep. John called me shortly after I got to the store b/c he had already woken up. I wanted to come home but John told me not to so I didn't. John got him back to sleep but I'm just having such mixed feelings about working. I hate being away from him and when I get home, I have no idea why he is acting like he is. Because I wasn't with him. I also felt guilty not being there when he woke up tonight. I know John is great with him but I want to be there when he isn't feeling good. I just really thought he was down for the night. So tonight has been a struggle. The wedding was great because it was my brother but it would take another sibling getting married for me to leave town and go through this again. Jack is just not a go with the flow baby and its not fair to him to drag him around outside of his routine.
Well, I'll keep you posted on the doctor's appointment if I decide to take him in tomorrow.